Recording

Where am I?

i am here, my love

Where am I supposed to be?

Right here, my love

When can we be together?

Right now and always, my love

it is okay for me to be inspired in a moment. It is important for me to feel all of that moment. I can even record (writing, drawing, speaking, however) the inspiration. 

These records are reminders of some of my potential and of my reality. 

They are also fun historical notes on the ups and downs of my path.  

They are not rules to live by and recreate, or switches to whip my legs into thoughts and actions that are not real for me in my new moment.  

Side note

One time I saw a videotape (yes, a long time ago) of myself in a crowd. I was in the midst of some truly transcendent few moments, dancing with all of my heart, at the end of a transformative 10 days with my teacher. I remember. The breeze, the warmth, and the encompassing love are recorded in my heart. Sometimes I wish I could see that video again to see what those feelings looked like on my face and in my body language.  

All of my joy is recorded in my heart (not the blob of beating flesh) and belongs to me! It is not reviewed by my mind but is continually dancing and changing my inner landscape.

Better then that, I continue! My joy is not only in memory of past joy. It is my daily potential. 

peace everyone ❤️