Today Is For Me

Today is dedicated to me.
This is the sentence that came when I sat to write this post.
Yesterday I was thinking about what I should do. Someone recently told me that I didn’t have to be “Mother Theresa” to bring what I have promised to bring to the world.
What I think she was trying to say was, it doesn’t have to be big or publicly known, it doesn’t have to be generally accepted as good or generous.
If I am going to bring what I know is possible, I need to know the possibility intimately in every cell of my body.
I need to be willing to let go of density as it continues to arise, to love it and let it go back into the raw material from which it came.
Do you know what I mean by density? I think that you do. It’s been called by so many names, written about, preached about, with many professionals offering techniques to free us from the ways that we are affected.
When we look into a microscope or telescope and see things that were not visible to our naked eye, these are still of the dimension and timeline that is within what is accepted as real.
My supposition today is, there is something inside that I am born with that has the ability to carry me, to carry me, to carry me, living in all that is physical, simultaneously breathing me in a dimension that has time, space, and consequence and also allowing me to flow with the pure essence of that which creates.
I have spent a lot of time learning about time, space and consequence. Oh, I have entertained the luxury of my inner dimension, my portal, my dazzling inner window, over these counted years. Like many, I am being asked to step in.
Today is for me, however it comes. I hope and am making effort that I can feel that which flows within me. Does it seep into creation and “visibility”? I don’t know, we will see. Today is for me.

My current house with it’s shiny metal roof. Picture taken a few weeks ago, so leaves have fallen