Light Up

As I sit for a morning meditation, I say, Light up, Light up , Light up.

I ask to settle and receive, receive who I am.

Letting go of ideas of what that might be and letting the observation merge with experience

Light up, Light up, Light up, allowing the duality of my current and limited experience to settle

Light up, light up, light up

Buckle up, buttercup

I would stop there but in my true fashion I will share what I am…..oh the words, the words, walking with, clearing, letting go of, transforming, I don’t know how to say it but you get it.

The message has been coming, It is time. Another layer of my heart is beginning to heal and I am feeling and letting go of the deep wound of being deeply hurt by someone who also loved me. I am not putting fault here. In a way that is the nature of the dual world. As a deeply sensitive child I didn’t understand this and have held this wound, this pain, despite the many layers of recognition that have occurred since. I have repeated the pattern over and over.

Healing doesn’t exist in the dimension of time. We can feel the mechanism of healing in time but in reality healing exists in the place of what already is.

It is “time” for me to sit quietly in my own heart and as a multidimensional being recently told me, Buckle up Buttercup.

Believe me, as always it takes a lot of courage to share and I do it knowing that sharing changes me and changes others. Never believe my words, always believe my/your heart.

With love,

Laura