I am not selfless

I am not selfless and I think that is my design. I do what I need to do to be happy which for me involves experiencing the beautiful beautiful energy that vibrates me with love. I say love but that is just a word. All I know is, I like it and I needed it even before I knew how to reliably connect.  

There are all different kinds of techniques that can be used to begin a journey to happiness. Even in my dark hours, I can make effort to take even a little step. Little steps are very powerful. One technique is to everyday think of at least one thing that I am grateful for. 

I am also an embodiment (a life in a body) which seems to do so much better when I  allow (through whatever means necessary in  the moment) the goodness that is me to touch all that is around me, to encourage and transform not just by example but through a powerful alchemical reaction. 

Ok, this is where the “I am not selfless” comes in. Lately I experience  Joy/Love/Infinity when this alchemy through flow and connection is active. Making things right, facilitating healing, holding space, connecting with guides, giving comfort, are part of my journey, they are for me and Us. 

I also like to watch Netflix.