Random Morning Thoughts

I was speaking to my partner this morning about self esteem and dispelling darkness. One topic lead to another.

He said, would you like to do something productive? This statement bumped up against the old belief that who I am and what I do is not of value, important, or productive. Not true, not what he meant, but I felt the bump.

So much of the work that I have been doing in the last few years has been to revitalize my self worth. Who I am and what I love and do are more than valuable, I am valuable. Should be obvious, right?

There is a lot of education happening about the patriarchy and decolonizing and we see it wanting to happen on such a big and structural scale.

My awakener and teacher, Prem Rawat, told me when I was 19 that peace on earth begins in me. I am seeing the truth of this more and more.

Uncovering the layers, the many many layers of all that has been passed down to me through my genetics, socialization, however we have come to the place that we find ourselves on earth as a collective at this time, settling into the spark of who I am and deciding, what do I want?

I have no ideas on how this whole shabang that we call existence and earth is going to come to it’s truth.

Click, click, click into place (puzzle pieces) or kaboom with all of the pieces glittering and floating and settling and beginning again. I can only enjoy what I have now and let it grow and shine inside of me and join hands with my sweet companions as we pass this way. See you soon!