Rest

Sometimes I forget how much I benefit from the rest time.

A few folks I am in community with and I have taken an intentional few weeks off of the go-go-go of learning and sharing and creating and, and, and.

At first I felt such a relief, it’s hard to explain what a relief it was. Then I realized how fortunate I am to be able to rest.

My resting doesn’t mean that I am not doing anything. I am taking a time to remember who I am and what it feels like to be in right relation with myself and what is around me.

This resting is a remembering. I judge myself, I push myself, I manipulate, and all in the name of doing good things. Resting from the push, taking time to recalibrate my external action to match my internal connection to the vastness is my work.

On the outside it may look like I am doing a lot of the same things. I am tending the chickens, pulling weeds, rinsing sprouts, ordering things online, visiting family, etc. I did “let go” of some of the meetings and teaching duties.

This is the blog messages to self continuing many days later… Feel your new skin, be ready to move, take pleasure in where you are right now! Also, there is no right sentence, right way, same-same song for everyone. We are all connected but are all here to see, feel, manifest in different ways. Live and share your truth, Laura!